Fear of heights or Control Freak ?

 
As you can see from the pictures I walked across the Oribi Gorge last week. I have always said I have a fear of heights and don't do these kind of things. With lots of encouragement I did walk across. The thoughts that I now have are: Is it really fear or more a sense of control. If I am in control I have a good sense of the end picture. Maybe we sometimes need to move beyond control and enjoy things we may never have experienced. Growth like this!!!! Great but not every day !!!!!!